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Tuesday, September 25, 2007
1:30 AM

Yayyyyy it's finally RECESS! Thank god for the timely break. I have a zillion things to accomplish during this short period of time. Time is really precious to me right now. Well, the key to everything is most probably BALANCE. Then again, it's easier said than done.

Anyway just to sidetrack, try this test at http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx. It's kind of cool.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

roxysurfer__//binnie

Monday, September 10, 2007
12:22 AM

Hello Wello! this is my 1st September post after 9 days of the month ! hehe.. Hmm perhaps i should compare the passing of time to the flash of lightning! It's moving way too fast for my liking though i'm looking forward to the December holidays too! Ironic, isn't it? I am just very inclined to having a break now.

After 8 months of no school, i feel as though i've just revived my brain cells and my past routine. Last week was madness with market-ing presentation and a graded debate! Took a toll on my emotional and mental health. I was in a constant frenzy state. I literally jumped out of bed on friday morning when my mum stood by my bed and asked me what time my lesson was that day? And on Saturday morning, I woke up with a start, thinking that i've got some classes later on in the day. Oh my goodness, lessons on a Saturday, how sane am i?

Thank god the week is all over. And what's in store for me this week? Economics quiz from chapter 1 -13, mind you. The worse thing is that the textbook is like a zillion million times thick! Grrr i hate the econs text. It is killing me. Seriously, I get very put off by it, or rather the thought of reading it. I just don't understand why authors can't keep their theory brief. I thought we were always taught in school, to convey our meaning in a clear and succint way. It is definitely more easily digestible for their readers this way. Well, i figure out that perhaps the author is thinking of making more money by writing more and using up more papers. Okie, this logic sounds somewhat ridiculous but it may also be true to a certain extent, right?

On a sidenote, the thought of packing and going to dormitory makes me feel lousy and uncomfortable. I always find it troublesome to do so. In fact, i dread it so much that it terrifies me at times. :'( Sigh, I guess I'm really not suited to stay in the dormitory. I am just not strong enough. Sorry, deb.

In short, life is hard. Sighx. I am still experiencing frequent mood swings. They can be rather extreme, i would say. I can tear so easily when i am in the 'down' mode. Maybe it's because i've taken too long a break. I have not gotten used to the rigour of tertiary education. The piles of readings (yucks!) and the never-ending string of projects (double yucks!). I would say i'm still in the midst of the transition period even after a month plus of school. My curve is steep. I desperately need to change my mindset and embrace the change. I need to grow up, and grow up fast!

In any case, I'll have to press on and stop thinking of taking the easy way out.

I MUST PERSEVERE!
JIAYOU, Bin! You can do it! Smile! :)

roxysurfer__//binnie